hello. im feeling sad today.

hello. you can call me mesy, and i wont call you anything because i dont like using peoples names. it bothers me. so you will be the little person that i type with. i was looking around today and a saw girls wearing leggings and uggs and north face jackets. they all had straightened hair with at least one clip or somthing in it. one of them had a loose pony tail. my generation would be considered prostitutes if they were dressing like this 40 years ago. it makes me sad to think that if i have children they will be dressing like this. i will probably only be posting on this blog when i want to be alone and when i am sad because i cant really be myself around most of the people that i know. peer preasure is abseloutley terrible. it can turn anyone upside down and backwards, change everything about you. life is so dreadfuly depressing. you are nurtured for the first 5 years of your life, then school starts and they teach you that everything is fair. its not, and people should be learning this in third grade. i wish i was a dog. then i would live with a loving familiy and they would feed me and love me and i would wag my tail and life would be simple then i would die and people would be sad and i would be somewhere else. if only the world was that simple.