ahhhhhh.

ugh. today was really a good day. i had a nice time at shul, and then i had a good lunch. blah blah, went to a waterpark, blah blah. fred (who is now sleepy) k, leo, shard and monkey were there. monkey asked shard to the dance, which was great. and then k, who likes tleo possibly as much as i do, told me that she was going to tell leo to ask me to the dance. i mean, she is a really nice person, but WHY??? i really need to figure this out. i doubt it was out of the goodness of her heart. i highly doubt that. no offense to k, but she is a scheme-er, and she will have a reason. she most likely wants leo to ask her, so why tell me she is planing on telling leo to ask me? it just dosent make sense. however, lets make this clear: i would die of happiness if leo actually asked me. really. im going anyway, but it would just be so wonderful if he were to ask me.

i also completely ended my conversing with stalker boy, which sleepy is proud of me for. i feel kind of bad, though. i was in a bad mood, so i really let him have it. you know, i might just apologize. maybe. sleepy would kill me if she found out, but he dosent deserve what i said. and im in a very vulnerable mood. talking about leo has really made me pretty happy, so i think i will.

well, i apologized. crap.

anyways, i havent been doing much writing. i really want to get going with the fish story, but im just not inspired. i was earlier, but not now. crap.

so, im going to go now, and hope that stalker doesnt reply. au revoir, bloggies.

Alina, queen of the lonely

i just wrote some stuff. not adding to where i am, but i wrote out the scene where she picks a name. i think i will write the scene where she helps him find a name next. you know, chronological order.i want to listen to some music. if i had any itunes money, i would but tchaikovskys seranade for strings and play it on a loop. i would also but viva la vida. and all but my life. (which is not a song, its an audio book. i want to read it pretty badly. yes, i do listen to audio books). and if i had unlimited money, i would buy the hunger games on audio and fire on audio and the entire HP collection on audio. and then every green day album ever, along with every foo fighters album and some lily allen, maybe. and that song fred keeps talking about. and the album fly. and the alchemist series on audio. and then i would buy a new ipod. the newest nano, and it must be orange. and i would buy 3 pairs of really great ear buds and headphones. one head phones, one earbuds, and one of the ones that loop around your ears but affect you in the same way headphones do. i like those best. and after i bout all that, i would come back here to my blog and stop talking about how i wished i had more money to burn. but i dont. im going to go out side now, which reminds me. i went for a bike ride at the unholy hour of 10 o'clock (NO ONE should have to wake up before 2 on a sunday) because my acursed sister woke me up on her way to wherever. it was boiling, but when i went again about 4 hours later, it was even hotter, which i had not deemed possible. it was fun though, because i rode down i giant hill in the shade. i wish i lived at the top of that hill, so i was more motivated to go up once i zoomed down. but alas, i live at the bottom. ttfn, i think i will go breathe un-stale air for a little while. seeya.