schizophrenic. you can spell it too.

gah, im freaking out. sleepy is a great writer, i wont even get to her standards, and my mom the english teacher freaking reveres her! im having slight writers block (as always.) and i cant read anything right now because when i try i get bogged down in the 'fuckiwillneverreachmygoalsbecauseevryoneisbetterthanmeateverythingomgsleepywillget published andiwontomgsavemejkrowlingineedyourcharacterdevelopmentandproseabilitesbecauseiwill neverbeknow knowbyanyoneandimfreakingschizophrenicandimjustsomestupidlittlegirlwhowillneverdoanything andiwillbeforgottenassoonasiamdeadhelpmehelpmeineedhelpfastbecauseiwanttooutwritesleepyi hopesheendsuponafreakingsummerreadinglist. ohnowidontthatwashorribleofmetosayalliwantistomakesomelittlereadergirlhappybut

I NEVER WILL!'s

i go through this quite often. everytime i read a well written book, i practically hyperventilate. this is going to kill me. anne frank once said something along the lines of 'i want to make peoples lives better, i want to amuse people with my writing.' hang on, ill look up the quote.

i didnt find it. but, it was something like that. she wanted to be a famous journalist. what a coincidence that she became famous for her journal.

"I, like God, do not play with dice and do not believe in coincidence." spoken by v himself. i was trying to find a different quote, something along the lines of 'there are no coincedences, deliah. only the illusion of coincidence." i need to watch that movie again.